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Dear love,

Missing you daily has become a routine. It's like something, that I crave for every moment.I don't want to judge the process of missing, as 'good' or 'bad', I just love to miss you now.

I just love living this way. Many years have passed since we first met and still the memories of your first glance are so fresh, as if you've met me just yesterday ! I wish there was a device to measure all the longings and all the loneliness; all the tears, all the rage and all the insanity. A device to fill-up the vacuum that you created.

I don't have any regret, neither do I feel sorry for loving you. No one in this world can steal my pleasure ; pleasure to wait ! I want to wait . I still feel that I am standing all alone , waiting for you impatiently at the bus station and you're late as always. I have given up getting angry with you , but I can never give up waiting for you .

I still try to solve the puzzles in your silent eyes. I still try to reach the deepest fathoms of your soul. I struggle to feel the pain that you endure and you are so good at concealing it from me. Honestly, I hate your puzzles and riddles!

I am still coping with the fact that 'Escherichia Coli' is more important than me. Now, I understand... that staying together is less important than being with each other. I don't know what in this whole world made you tolerate my foolishness ? I wonder from where do you get that strength ? Thanks for never running away from 'what I am or I was'.

I just open my eyes for your dreams. I know very well that they are beyond my reach. It feels like I am chasing a sparkling mirage in the ruthless desert. I can't be like you. I still love rushing for my 'Pure gold' , foolishly, before anyone can!

Call me love-sick,love-stricken, insane, foolish etc. I am getting used to it and kind of loving all those words.

It gives a great pain when you ask me to 'Move on'. I want to, but I am so much bonded with you. You never say 'stay' but, 'I know'....
A letter for someone very special who is now no longer a part of my life. Had written it about 2 years ago and had it posted on my previous account. Many had liked it... even my ex.

Just felt a need to update it with this sweet image. I do not own the image.

Image courtesy : Google.
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zetros Featured By Owner Edited Jul 6, 2014
hi, you are very nice girl, definitely not "silly" as you said about yourself :-)
in our life there is many different moments, moment for love, and to stay alone when that love is ending ....
so i think you should read again your letter to the ex, and you should delete that letter ....
reset your memory from that past, and take a look around .... thousands of people will be happy to love you <3
we are living our life to be happy, or at least to not be sad .... somebody who has left you lonely is not worth your sadness ....
i wish you the best, every one of us have similar romantic experience ..... 
sweet kisses for your new love <3 xxxx
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smalltownsillygal Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you very much :) I am waiting for the someone new :)
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KennedyH Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013
Aww so nice 
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smalltownsillygal Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you soo much! :happybounce: :hug: :heart:
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Mendedpixie Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
This is incredibly true. I've experienced the same thing. Thanks for writing this. :)
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smalltownsillygal Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
aww :hug: It means a lot to me :)


I am so grateful for your lovely comment :heart:
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Mendedpixie Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You are welcome. I'm glad it meant so much to you, as your writing did to me.
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smalltownsillygal Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug:
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Glen-Leo Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Professional Photographer
The image is so cute! :hug:
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smalltownsillygal Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hmm I love cats and hate my exbf now. Yes, I hate him!
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